21 May 2018
The slowly dawning realisation that it seems as though I am pregnant.
Surreal, suprising, wonderful.
The gift
Tag: secondary infertility
Letting go
29 April 2018
Letting go of…
…ideas of a big family, siblings for my two, a long “career” as a mother of young children, lazy chats at playgroups, an easy social network of ready-made “mum” friends…
Balancing contentment with longing; acceptance with hope; perfecting the tightrope walk of living with decidedly uncontrollable unknowns amidst a present that holds so many joys too wonderful to be missed.
The shoreline
November 2017
For four years I have grieved, I have cried; at times I have raged tantruming child! I have questioned, I have despaired. My heart has been broken.
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