Cute and wonky playgroup craft
I used to come home from work and water my vege patch and lament the miseries of the world. Now, my self-care activity of choice appears to be cleaning. Today I vacuumed under the lounge-room rug for the first time in a long while. B helped me return the heavy lounge chairs to their places and then I plonked down on one to rest and listen to the rain. It was only then that I noticed that the rug was placed too far in front of the tv cabinet making the room look and feel lopsided. We didn’t bother moving it. Such a tiresome activity will have to wait until the new year.
11 year old boys are weird creatures.
Last night I woke suddenly at 2am feeling as though I couldn’t breathe – our bedroom was a stifling oven. I padded around, opening windows and doors, turned on our noisy evaporative cooler and eventually the house began to cool and I could sleep again.
After days and days and days – maybe ten in all, I wasn’t exactly counting – of 35, 38, 40, 42 degree baking hot days we finally got some more rain to break the tension. It arrived with a hush, then it hummed for over two hours until the air became deliciously cool and sweet.
One of my clients, a student in Year 4, wailed – I don’t know whether to do what’s right by her [a friend]” as she gestured emphatically to her right side, “or to do what’s right by me”, throwing her hands to her left side. Gee, at 10 years old I could have done with the power of that depth of reflection!
Master J called out to his big sister as she left the house to walk to a local cafe and meet her friend for her first ever “coffee” catch up in town – “E’s a cardboard monkey!”. She didn’t even turn around!
This morning I have dropped sewing pins twice, half a packet of muslei and a full basket of washing pegs, all in the space of a few hours. I don’t quite feel it, but perhaps I’m tired.
We are like flowers in a field. We are vulnerable, temporary, transient. But, we are flowers. And we are loved. That’s what I’m contemplating as this year draws to a close.
“As a father has compassion on his children,
so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him;
for he knows how we are formed,
he remembers that we are dust.
The life of mortals is like grass,
they flourish like a flower of the field;
the wind blows over it and it is gone,
and its place remembers it no more.
But from everlasting to everlasting
the Lord’s love is with those who fear him,
and his righteousness with their children’s children”
Psalm 103